Thoughts after a show – on being safe & everything turning out OK :)

So I had a show… Again.. of my original songs in which embarrassingly I recently seem to lose all possible faith – my only children: my hug-songs.. and I have been such a bad mother.. If you have read my previous post, you know that – well let’s just say I kind of stopped hoping any of friends would ever make it to one of my shows 😉 Which is kind of good, because I would like to try to hope that my music could just touch some people & people would like it for its sake, and not come as my friends to help me feel better when I lose faith.. So it did not bother me at all. I kind of planned a pause on live gigs (because ‘ no one ever came’ anyway, and well some people I admire, like Stina N, never play live anyway ..) & focus on starting fundraising – via pledge music – for my EP recording project. Thing I was meant to do months ago but well then the faith thing started happening and well.. one gets always busy in London right? (especially when you are good at perfectionism & procrastination 😉. So for tonight I kind accepted some time ago not many may actually make it to the show… but then a friend said she would come. AND bring a friend. And another long lost friend got back in touch saying it was her birthday and she would make her birthday do in the pub where the show was taking place. And another suddenly decided to show up. with a friend too. AND...

Incredible sounds & vibes at InSpiral, Camden – FREE Wed open mike :)

Last night, Wed 8th Oct 2014, at InSpiral was SO nice…truly soul soothing! 🙂 and it wasn’t even the one when I will be the happy host-ess 🙂 InSpiral has just restarted doing their open mike sessions every Wednesday and the first one, this time was run by my lovely friend musician – super talented mr Tom PS or Price – Stephens (see video below :); website: www.tompricestephens.com ) . We had such a variety of talents: Gaya (https://www.facebook.com/Go.GaYa.Go), a  Elvis-like guitar genius with a lovely name: Somerset  (whose link I will share as soon as I will find it!), George –  a Jamaican sounding Reggea soul from Hungary .. oh such a multitude of talents 🙂 AND of course a featured act: colourful beautiful duo of Pagoda Sun (https://www.facebook.com/pages/Pagoda-Sun/181479118661443). AND what really – thank heavens – cheered me up – after a supermega sad day full of tears, thoughts, tears again, more thoughts & more tears 😉 – was the super yummy green juice I have been missing so much, since, as much as I loved Valencia, I could not find a juicing place there.. If you find yourself with no plans on a Wednesday night, and are not too far from Camden, do pop in! You do not have to play – but you can 🙂 play, sing, dance, say a poem – share whatever your soul feels like to do 🙂 InSpiral nights are a true source of openess, hugs & joy 🙂 oh and of course DO pop in to the night I simply cannot wait to be hosting on 29th October 🙂 when I will be...